This Year

UNDERSTAND the concept of
WORKING HARD and actually APPLY IT
so this year goes SMOOTHLY and does not get FUCKED like the other years

Travelling

Reached NZ 2 days ago, I just got unlazy and decided to post about the trip lol.

Left Msia on the 20th, transitted in Melbourne for 2 days. Met up with Rachel and a very sick (on many levels) Ian there, it was fun!!! 6am now, brains very foggy, so im going to post a few pics instead of typing.

Botanical Gardens. Walked cause i couldnt wait for the tram

Aquarium.

Inside the aquarium ( rest of the pics on facebook )

Damn good burger haha

Thanks Rachel for giving me a tour of Melbourne!! I had a great time haha. Good to meet up with you again after so many years!

Gotta love msn

I read your blog.

Get well soon Ian lololol

Hell on Earth?

On Star News a few days ago: AUSTRALIAN FIRE KILLS 96, BRINGS ALLIGATORS TO CITY

Wtf man im going there in about a week! The heatwave there is crazy, temperatures of about 45-48 degrees celcius sometimes. People are dying from fires and heatstroke, and im going to spend 2 days there touring around. Maybe i should just hang out in the supermarket, next to the frozen food section.....

8 more days left!

I Cant Sleep

I have been feeling weird since I came home to Malaysia. Its a strange feeling. Half of me wants to scream, wants to explode, the other half doesnt want to be noticed. Another half (yes i have three halves) wants to smile and talk. Like split personalities.

Because of this, I cannot sleep at night. If I go to bed at midnight. I'll still be awake at 3 in the morning rolling around. So here I am updating this. Its currently 2.26am. Wide awake, wanting to run around in circles. Cant stand this anymore i want to sleep properly.

I HAVE A THEORY HAHA

I think I know why im having this, I think im starting to forget my personality.

While i was in primary school, I was very quiet, sensitive, naive, took everything a little too seriously, but I was content. Happy! I was kind of like that in form 1 to form 3 too. Go ask Ming he might agree.

In form 4 I got to know Ming, Drew, dog and Bobby alot better. And i dont know i think they broke something in my head. My personality flipped, we threw darts in class, scribbled on tables walls floors doors, got into a little (a lot of) trouble. I relaxed, even got elected KK and the class was awarded the dirtiest class within the first 2 weeks. Had some fights with people i dont like. I was still content, still happy.

Then I went to New Zealand. There I made some good friends, some not so good friends. But I had to behave differently again. Be nice, treat people politely, dont let the locals think all Malaysians are crazy vandalizing delinquents. Enjoyed my time there, I like that place.

Now im back home, I dont know what the hell im supposed to be like. Ming drew dog all flew away, bobby M.I.A. Some good friends are still here im happy for that. But I realized, without school or university, I cant decide which person i am.

This post is unusually... revealing, but shit if someone spends 3-4 hours everyday rolling around on his bed at night strange thoughts will come into his head. Anyway im hoping that updating this blog will help me map out my attitude. Im not being emo dont jump to conclusions.

Yes.

These guys.

Sorry Bob i dont have a picture of you lol.