the third day

Some things never go the way you want them to. Oh well.

Update

just remembered that i had a blog.

dinner tasted like shit, i need to learn to stop boiling random crap. new home, new car maybe? cant wait to go back.

Wow

Just a few hours ago, a whole group a friends from my past whom i thought dead (figuratively) and gone (literally) just got in touch with me.

Life is so damn random sometimes.

Btw take a look at my butter chicken. DOES IT LOOK LIKE A PILE OF SHIT OR WHAT

LOL

hmmm

I just stopped myself from blogging on something i'd never write about.

God damn songs lol



Its been very quiet lately

The Value of Life

As some of you already know, my car was stolen a few days ago. My mother woke up at 5am to my dogs non-stop barking, and saw that the gate was wide open. Car gone.

She called my father in Shanghai to tell him that the car was stolen, and he was relieved. My brother wasnt feeling well the other day and my mom had to take him to a doctor, when she called him at 5 in the morning he thought something had happened to him.

When I knew about the car, I was relieved as well. If my dog had gotten outside to confront the thief, im 100% sure that she would have been killed.

So even though we lost the car, we're thankful that everythings ok.



BUT GOD DAMNIT I HOPE THE BITCH THAT STOLE MY CAR GETS CASTRATED LOL

Msn

On msn a couple days ago.

Me : Omg a gigantic fly just landed on my nose

Friend: you must have a gigantic nose






LOL

okay

nobody saw that

<_<

>_>

<_<

<_>

I Miss Her

Im starting to think of her,




The house is more lively when she is around,




Always there for me when I need company,





Her love is unconditional,







Never complaining, never angry,







Sorry mom,




But im talking about the dog.




Hee hee hee

P.S. She is NOT a chihuahua damnit

And yes i have nothing better to post on >_>

Freedom, you are a drug

Feels good walking for hours in this weather.

Not today though, today was damn hot.

Gahahaha

This year, i'll earn the freedom that was given to me!

Hopefully anyway

Gahahahaha

hahahaha

.......

This Year

UNDERSTAND the concept of
WORKING HARD and actually APPLY IT
so this year goes SMOOTHLY and does not get FUCKED like the other years

Travelling

Reached NZ 2 days ago, I just got unlazy and decided to post about the trip lol.

Left Msia on the 20th, transitted in Melbourne for 2 days. Met up with Rachel and a very sick (on many levels) Ian there, it was fun!!! 6am now, brains very foggy, so im going to post a few pics instead of typing.

Botanical Gardens. Walked cause i couldnt wait for the tram

Aquarium.

Inside the aquarium ( rest of the pics on facebook )

Damn good burger haha

Thanks Rachel for giving me a tour of Melbourne!! I had a great time haha. Good to meet up with you again after so many years!

Gotta love msn

I read your blog.

Get well soon Ian lololol

Hell on Earth?

On Star News a few days ago: AUSTRALIAN FIRE KILLS 96, BRINGS ALLIGATORS TO CITY

Wtf man im going there in about a week! The heatwave there is crazy, temperatures of about 45-48 degrees celcius sometimes. People are dying from fires and heatstroke, and im going to spend 2 days there touring around. Maybe i should just hang out in the supermarket, next to the frozen food section.....

8 more days left!

I Cant Sleep

I have been feeling weird since I came home to Malaysia. Its a strange feeling. Half of me wants to scream, wants to explode, the other half doesnt want to be noticed. Another half (yes i have three halves) wants to smile and talk. Like split personalities.

Because of this, I cannot sleep at night. If I go to bed at midnight. I'll still be awake at 3 in the morning rolling around. So here I am updating this. Its currently 2.26am. Wide awake, wanting to run around in circles. Cant stand this anymore i want to sleep properly.

I HAVE A THEORY HAHA

I think I know why im having this, I think im starting to forget my personality.

While i was in primary school, I was very quiet, sensitive, naive, took everything a little too seriously, but I was content. Happy! I was kind of like that in form 1 to form 3 too. Go ask Ming he might agree.

In form 4 I got to know Ming, Drew, dog and Bobby alot better. And i dont know i think they broke something in my head. My personality flipped, we threw darts in class, scribbled on tables walls floors doors, got into a little (a lot of) trouble. I relaxed, even got elected KK and the class was awarded the dirtiest class within the first 2 weeks. Had some fights with people i dont like. I was still content, still happy.

Then I went to New Zealand. There I made some good friends, some not so good friends. But I had to behave differently again. Be nice, treat people politely, dont let the locals think all Malaysians are crazy vandalizing delinquents. Enjoyed my time there, I like that place.

Now im back home, I dont know what the hell im supposed to be like. Ming drew dog all flew away, bobby M.I.A. Some good friends are still here im happy for that. But I realized, without school or university, I cant decide which person i am.

This post is unusually... revealing, but shit if someone spends 3-4 hours everyday rolling around on his bed at night strange thoughts will come into his head. Anyway im hoping that updating this blog will help me map out my attitude. Im not being emo dont jump to conclusions.

Yes.

These guys.

Sorry Bob i dont have a picture of you lol.

No Mood

Damn hell, no more mood to blog.

lol

Still Alive

Nothing much happened last two months, strengthened some friendships, while others slowly decayed. Still trying to keep up with lectures and assignments, still deciding on what to eat or cook for my meals.

Oh, i bought a mirror, woo hoo

Also ive realized that remembering someone is one of the best gifts that a friend can give.

and Malaysia better get a medal in badminton, thats about the only thing we are good at

UPDATE

Results came out.

CELLS : A- at 82 marks
HUBS: B+ at 79 marks (@!#*!@&# 1 more mark for A-)
CHEM: bloody disaster. but at least i passed.

Damn happy i passed chemistry man, i remember the 1st week after exams i had problems sleeping. Cause if i failed that paper, i either

• Cant go home, need to do summer school - November up till January
• Go home, and dont go back to nz - study costs, etc.

So all i have to say is this....

SHIT. CLOSE SHAVE!!

Gone Fishing

need to relax, no point in worrying.

.

if it happens, then i'll make some decisions.

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But for now, dakkadakkadakka.blogspot.com is on hiatus!

Mings tag

1. What's your favourite anime at present time? Present time none.

2.Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have? Power to make leg hair grow on any part on anyones body. Hell its a useless power, but i know i'll die a happy man if i got it.

3. How do you think about yourself? i think im too stubborn for my own good.

4. Where is the place you want to go to the most? anywhere is fine, just gimme food, ginger beer, and a laptop with internet connection.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be? be rich lah. not like its gonna happen so easily anyway.

6. Do you have a crush now? nope.

7.What are you afraid to lose the most now? my exam preparations. if i loose them now im fked

8.If you win $1million, what would you do? ahahahah.... ahah... hah..... i'll celebrate

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her? depends i guess

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Ming. hmm.

• deep thinker
• good friend
• honest

11.Which type of person do you hate the most? Vain pricks. Arrogant pricks. Pricks in general.

12. What is your ambition? succeed in my future career, whatever it may be.

13.If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? dont just point it out, slap me in the face with it so i dont miss it.

14.What do you think is the most important in your life? Friendship, family, health, my dog, bla bla bla

15. Are you a shopaholic or not? No.

16. What is the thing that you really want now? 10 days to finish with me feeling confident abt my exams

17.Why does it hurt when you punch someone? cause the glass from the broken spectacles cuts my knuckles.

18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret? None.... millions of stupid things that i have done, but none i really regret. all part of life.

19. are you hungry right now? no just had dinner

20.Do you think this suvey is totally useless? is this a trick question?


I tag anyone who wants to do this. and everytime i say this nobody does it. so i tag no one in a way..

Happy Birthday Pa & Chean, hahahah

my father

my brother eating part of a pig (cannibalism in action)

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Happy Birthday you two

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Pa i tried calling but it didnt get through, hope you dont get too stressed by your colleagues in China!