Hell on Earth?

On Star News a few days ago: AUSTRALIAN FIRE KILLS 96, BRINGS ALLIGATORS TO CITY

Wtf man im going there in about a week! The heatwave there is crazy, temperatures of about 45-48 degrees celcius sometimes. People are dying from fires and heatstroke, and im going to spend 2 days there touring around. Maybe i should just hang out in the supermarket, next to the frozen food section.....

8 more days left!

I Cant Sleep

I have been feeling weird since I came home to Malaysia. Its a strange feeling. Half of me wants to scream, wants to explode, the other half doesnt want to be noticed. Another half (yes i have three halves) wants to smile and talk. Like split personalities.

Because of this, I cannot sleep at night. If I go to bed at midnight. I'll still be awake at 3 in the morning rolling around. So here I am updating this. Its currently 2.26am. Wide awake, wanting to run around in circles. Cant stand this anymore i want to sleep properly.

I HAVE A THEORY HAHA

I think I know why im having this, I think im starting to forget my personality.

While i was in primary school, I was very quiet, sensitive, naive, took everything a little too seriously, but I was content. Happy! I was kind of like that in form 1 to form 3 too. Go ask Ming he might agree.

In form 4 I got to know Ming, Drew, dog and Bobby alot better. And i dont know i think they broke something in my head. My personality flipped, we threw darts in class, scribbled on tables walls floors doors, got into a little (a lot of) trouble. I relaxed, even got elected KK and the class was awarded the dirtiest class within the first 2 weeks. Had some fights with people i dont like. I was still content, still happy.

Then I went to New Zealand. There I made some good friends, some not so good friends. But I had to behave differently again. Be nice, treat people politely, dont let the locals think all Malaysians are crazy vandalizing delinquents. Enjoyed my time there, I like that place.

Now im back home, I dont know what the hell im supposed to be like. Ming drew dog all flew away, bobby M.I.A. Some good friends are still here im happy for that. But I realized, without school or university, I cant decide which person i am.

This post is unusually... revealing, but shit if someone spends 3-4 hours everyday rolling around on his bed at night strange thoughts will come into his head. Anyway im hoping that updating this blog will help me map out my attitude. Im not being emo dont jump to conclusions.

Yes.

These guys.

Sorry Bob i dont have a picture of you lol.

No Mood

Damn hell, no more mood to blog.

lol

Still Alive

Nothing much happened last two months, strengthened some friendships, while others slowly decayed. Still trying to keep up with lectures and assignments, still deciding on what to eat or cook for my meals.

Oh, i bought a mirror, woo hoo

Also ive realized that remembering someone is one of the best gifts that a friend can give.

and Malaysia better get a medal in badminton, thats about the only thing we are good at

UPDATE

Results came out.

CELLS : A- at 82 marks
HUBS: B+ at 79 marks (@!#*!@&# 1 more mark for A-)
CHEM: bloody disaster. but at least i passed.

Damn happy i passed chemistry man, i remember the 1st week after exams i had problems sleeping. Cause if i failed that paper, i either

• Cant go home, need to do summer school - November up till January
• Go home, and dont go back to nz - study costs, etc.

So all i have to say is this....

SHIT. CLOSE SHAVE!!

Gone Fishing

need to relax, no point in worrying.

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if it happens, then i'll make some decisions.

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But for now, dakkadakkadakka.blogspot.com is on hiatus!

Mings tag

1. What's your favourite anime at present time? Present time none.

2.Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have? Power to make leg hair grow on any part on anyones body. Hell its a useless power, but i know i'll die a happy man if i got it.

3. How do you think about yourself? i think im too stubborn for my own good.

4. Where is the place you want to go to the most? anywhere is fine, just gimme food, ginger beer, and a laptop with internet connection.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be? be rich lah. not like its gonna happen so easily anyway.

6. Do you have a crush now? nope.

7.What are you afraid to lose the most now? my exam preparations. if i loose them now im fked

8.If you win $1million, what would you do? ahahahah.... ahah... hah..... i'll celebrate

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her? depends i guess

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Ming. hmm.

• deep thinker
• good friend
• honest

11.Which type of person do you hate the most? Vain pricks. Arrogant pricks. Pricks in general.

12. What is your ambition? succeed in my future career, whatever it may be.

13.If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? dont just point it out, slap me in the face with it so i dont miss it.

14.What do you think is the most important in your life? Friendship, family, health, my dog, bla bla bla

15. Are you a shopaholic or not? No.

16. What is the thing that you really want now? 10 days to finish with me feeling confident abt my exams

17.Why does it hurt when you punch someone? cause the glass from the broken spectacles cuts my knuckles.

18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret? None.... millions of stupid things that i have done, but none i really regret. all part of life.

19. are you hungry right now? no just had dinner

20.Do you think this suvey is totally useless? is this a trick question?


I tag anyone who wants to do this. and everytime i say this nobody does it. so i tag no one in a way..